Comment: " The meditative absorption states (samadhi) are what you call "enter(ing) the void."
This isn't what I meant by using that terminology. I apologize for
that because it's most likely terminology I made up, and have
been using in my own way for long... For me entering the
void is more like the story of Job in the bible.
It feels like everything is taken away and you no longer want
to live anymore and think about ending your life. The first time
was the hardest, it was my first real surrender. The second time
(not so long ago) I noticed that all the 'issues' I had were
nearly the same as the first, which I thought I had gone beyond.
I felt like I was repeating, which was okay because it made me
turn within again and take a closer look. So this is the effect
of being in this empty space, that one turns back to oneself -
questioning everything. Then I noticed it again in the last
few weeks, and this time all is really taken away in the physical
realm, before I just emotionally felt like it was. I think this is part
of it, and it makes sense to me that it has to be this way. One
has to let go of everything that defined one's personality and
all that was related to 'that life' and completely start over.
To be born anew, one has to make a fresh start and jump
into the stream of life not having any idea of what might
come next.
Comment: "With respect to your conclusion that enlightenment is a product of the body being "perfectly healed of all the physical imperfections," I might point out that if we look at the record of mystics, who most probably were enlightened, some of them, such as St Francis of Assisi and Sri Ramakrishna died of sicknesses, and some of them had birth defects, or injuries, and yet they manifest a profound enlightenment."
I see this process of healing the body of all physical imperfections, as
the first creation of our creator, which in itself is a growing/learning
process with the end result of 'being'. The healing process frees
oneself physically of the personality. I suspect the mystics and
spiritual people at large, have greatly underestimated the power
of Being. I really have to ask what is the big deal about becoming
enlightened? Is it only to have a certain percent of control through
extensive practise, vigilance and constant monitoring of one's mind
and emotions, not being able to stay fully present 24/24, always
eventually getting lost in the tricky turns of one's personality and
reacting at times?
Can't we trust that we can be healed
of all defects - no matter what condition ails us - if only we
surrender to the healer within?
Betsy
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